Ive finished exams!=)

'Your life is defined by its opportunities... even the ones you miss.'-Benjamin Button

Salam and a warm greeting to all readers,

Something I really miss about being a kid was the fact that I could just move on with the flow.Ur parents,teachers and friends cater for u,n u just need to go with the flow of things.The important choices at that time were trivial compared to what we face now in the step to adulthood.It's not rocket science(sorry,terpengaruh>.<) that the older u grow the more responsibilities and choices u have to face.Unless we're like Benjamin Button,we just need to face the fact. Lately, ive been constantly reminded that im at the brink of 21;the so-called official age of adulthood most importantly recognized as the age where u get to vote. I have no idea y, but people around me are very age concious...Yela2,everybody is my little-la sangat sibling=P.
Most probably,those around my age would most certainly think about thier education,job prospects,marriage prospects and so on.Some are so into it that they don't even realize that they have left thier childhood life altogether;not saying that its a bad thing,but its rather scary to suddenly realize uve become someone that the little you didnt even thought about becoming.This does not imply to everyone of course,but basicly when it does happen,u start to think about all the turning points in ur life that made the present u.

Enough of the deep me-being-complicated stuff lets go to updates.Ive finally finished my 3 week period exams last week.All that I can do now for the exams is tawakkal,pray,and redha...For the holidays,Ive kept myself busy with debate.Im going to join the national novice competition together with Ikram and Hazee both from micet.Im really looking forward to it and if anyone wants to come and have a look ,its on 7 march at uitm shah alam. Admittingly, I still have lots of training to do. Hopefully I can go a level higher than I was during the presidents cup. Hope to meet lots of new people too and make new friends. Since most of my college friends are safe and sound down under and other places, its getting to get pretty lonely here in Malaysia ;P.


Velonica-Aqua Timez
'On a day when we're definitely still feeble and childish
You now have looked at a sadness that you don't have to look at
You're passing the time holding back tears that you don't have to hold back
We're not so strong that we can live our life only by what's real
But we don't have to be strong all the time
Right?'

~A translation of the chorus of the latest superb bleach opening by aqua timez.

What am I seeking?
The chasm of the heart yearns to be filled,
yet the mind opposes it.
An opportunity or a catastrophe?How can one perceive it?
A crime or a lost chance?How can we determine it?
Deep down inside,I know that I want it.
But how sure am I that its mine to seek?
What right do I have to give and suddenly retrieve?
If its not for me,Ive to learn to let go,
Stop contemplating and continue to live.
Things happen for a reason,undoubtly so.
Let the sadness become strength,
Thats my road for wings.

~an attempt to write something like a japanese song translation.=P